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I do not know how it could happen but the world does not understand me any more... could be the title of this painting that I am working on it at the moment! But somehow there was this little moment when I had put down the pencil (just for a while) and since then not one single line. Now the most artists (alias new-age philosophy I am to lazy to learn drawing people) would say that I do not have the inspiration to continue. Picasso (alias a real artist, lazy I can be when I am death) would say that I do not have enough balls to attack the painting and to finish it before it finishes me. And like I already wrote few times here is a new moment where I have to choose again:

- do I want to be the new age I am too lazy and to craven to continue

- or will I fight to the bitter end and than we will see who will win…

I guess on my way to the ALL BLUE I actually do not have a really choice – Once long time ago I have chosen to become the Artist King, so in few days we will see my new entry and the cadaver (alias one more step to the first masterpiece) of my new / finish painting witch will cost me at least 65€ this month!

The battle begins...

From my journey to Paris

I added on my sidebar a little diary-link about my journey to Paris and here is a nice slide-show PR from this trip (check it out) - ;P

...this will be enough !

One way, other one and one more and than go left, right or just straight, than one turn u and an other one down and you in the middle of no-where…

A simply music is coming out of your boxes and you just feel apart, where you go? Where you come from and the only one important question for every little thing that happened – WHY???

There is good chance to screw up by choosing the wrong way and you will never answer the all WHY-s that you will ask yourself during your life but instead of it you could start with little baby-steps like my fish is doing ;) he do not think so much and I am pretty sure that I am not much more happy than he – it means one thing after the other.

- today I will do that and I can do it here and yes I can prepare myself for tomorrow but I cannot think about what will happened if I do this or that tomorrow?? If you choose to go left or right do not ask yourself what will you have to choose after choosing one direction and what has happened if you had – because you did not!!

Move left and right, enjoy the music and stop thinking about saving the world…instead of it save yourself and maybe some people around you and this will be enough !

Deprivation of progressive art-works

During the renaissance the genius was all over the air, everywhere. After it the baroque comes and the periods just changes, one died and one other just stands up like a phoenix from ashes and dust and try to reach the heaven a little bit higher that the period beside.

Decision is one period in our life where we choose to reach the heaven or to go straight to hell? Can we choose not to choose? What would if…, we can keep asking us or we just make the next step and try to understand. But to understand what?

1). I am like I am and you are like you are!
2). I have my way and you have your!
3). You are not the center of my world, because I am!
4). If you becomes the center of my world than it will be love!
5). I can decide for me and for you, but you can choose if I decide for you!
6). Whatever I do I have to live with it as well as the rest of the world only 24 hours a day until the end of my life.
7). I cannot be Michelangelo as well you neither, but I can choose to become better as you as well!
8). You can hate or love me but you have not to share your moments with me.
9). I can hate or love you and still share or not my moments with you!

And finally I am I and You are You and if we meet once we can spend the rest of our life together or not, but if it is so and we do not like each other than go in peace your way and I will do the same and go my way, than you cannot change me if I am not willing to change and you have to understand that you are not the center of any worlds beside your own world and probably once the world of the one who really loves you!

And when you understand all this than you can choose and the renaissance will live in you as much as it lives once in Michelangelo and you will be happy and your decision will always be right...

...and all of this is what I wanted to say with every peace of this art-work called “Dzenan and Marie” – the Artist and his “MUSE”!

Mademoiselle d´Avignon et moi

One hundred years later I am standing on the same streets were Picasso was walking when he was in Avignon searching for love. Over one hundred and fifty years later I feels the Mistral on the same streets were van Gogh was once fighting with his daemons and searching for the eternal sun or simply one apsint more. Who knows?

If I don’t write why I made this little painting I am sure all of you will see only what is in yourself and never what I paint and why?

2 People, one combat fish with the name Bob Harris and an other one with the name Bob Valey, the stars and few cloths with each of them an own history and a meaning, but if you forget all this, than what is this that you see looking at this painting?

Ask yourself and what you see is what you feel and be sure it is not about my painting!

Evolution of works

Brancusi said once: «WORK LIKE A SLAVE, THINK LIKE A GOD AND BEE A HUMAN» and this he understood of being artist!

If we are really good in our jobs, we will bee seen like gods, for it we will have to work mostly like slaves and there would never bee the time to be human, or let’s say the today’s´ normal human been, than who of us has the time and the nerves to think like a god?

This is the difference between the people who reach the ALL BLUE and the others, the one who has what it needs and the others and the people who find their own way and the others (they just follow). Now ask yourself – Are you a follower? Everyone is capable to be a leader and everyone can be as good in art as Michelangelo was, but not everyone can sacrifice what it needs to lead and to be at the top of the Olympus.

In every man’s / woman’s life there are few moments of change and when they get the feeling of doing the right and of being capable to do everything they want to, but few moments later they start to ask their selves and not to be sure of decision they made. Let me say you one:

Your decision is like an art-work, performance or an idea - IT CAN EVOLUATE AND TRANSFORM, but you have to know that the different between you and the top ten are the moments of self-doubts that you have after starting living your decision.

Here is a little advice that I devoting to a friend who will go once he finishes his being on earth to Valhalla:

- Don’t bother yourself with self-doubts, once we make our decision we can transform it, it will evaluate without our influence, the only thing we have to do is to swim with the river, the trend, the current, the flow or the loop and not against it, because whatever we do there will be relaxed situation without moving and there will be riptides and mostly we cannot escape and if you cannot beet it, join it and see what is happening next and never forget to enjoy the ride you decided to take!

IDEAS GROW UP WITH YOU, AS YOU CHANGE EVERYTHING CHANGES WITH YOU AND AROUND AND YOU CANNOT STOP IT AND IF YOU THINK ABOUT IT WHY WOULD YOU TO?

*the new name for the little work is my “petite” Marie and me

Copyleft, copyright and just copy (ing)

Copyleft is a play on the word copyright and is the practice of using copyright law to remove restrictions on distributing copies and modified versions of a work for others and requiring that the same freedoms be preserved in modified versions.Copyleft is a license and may be used to modify copyrights for works such as computer software, documents, music, and art.

Copyright is a set of exclusive rights regulating the use of a particular expression of an idea or information. At its most general, it is literally "the right to copy" an original creation. In most cases, these rights are of limited duration. The symbol for copyright is ©, and in some jurisdictions may alternatively be written as either (c) or (C).

Copying is the duplication of information, or an artifact, based only on an instance of that information or artifact, and not using the process that originally generated it. With analog forms of information, copying is only possible to a limited degree of accuracy, which depends on the quality of the equipment used, and, if applicable, the skill of the operator.

Reproduction and copying that we change we can call REMAKE, but still in Art REMAKES made only talented workers without enough inspiration to create something new! Artist can use information to rebuild their own forms, but not copy it at all and call it their own art!

Or what do you think, can I call my copy (right) an art-work or maybe a masterpiece because I copied Leonardo da Vinci (left)?