Thursday, March 29, 2007

You cannot save the world without saving yourself first

You can save the world and keep going to school – nobody will mention it ever, because no one will know it!

You can save yourself and become the hero you always wanted to be, because everybody want to become like you!

The beginning of the universe started with a little light in a big darkness, what do you think why do we need millions of printed pages to explain this sentence – only what you have to do is to believe! Then the truth is not someone out there it is in you!

Do you need a brain surgery to recognize that you have a brain??

Last days I saw the early works from David Lunch (you can download it here / Eraserhead here) and let me say once: You cannot save the world without saving yourself first!

*The aquarell (first I ever made) is my soulmate Marie Castel ;)

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Brain surgery with use-by date

Invention
Discovery
Recovering
Confidence
Prosperity
Resolve
Determination
Guarantee
Courage
Iron Will

and much more is what make us excellent surgent, artist, driver, lawyer, conservator!

Today much more success has people with patience, stamina, perserverances, endurance, hardiness and staying power also if they stay against their will!

But what make us such great and big that our work will not have a use-by date is humanity and love and honesty to confess if we are not sure and if we are in the progress of searching and finally if we never give up learning more and the feeling that we no matter how old we are we can always learn something new!

Only then our surgery will not have a use-by date and our patient will live enough to speak about us to his/her chinldren and grandchildren. "You can play a guitar on a painting" is my work in pastel I did few days ago!

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak ???

The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak ???
Is it?


Leonardo da Vinci
[leoˈnardo daˈvintʃi] - 15. April 1452 in Anchiano near Vinci; † 2. Mai 1519 in Castle Clos Lucé, Amboise


Michelangelo di Lodovico Buonarroti Simoni [mikeˈlandʒelo bu̯onarˈrɔːti] - 6. March 1475 in Caprese (in Casentino –over Arnotal northern from Arezzo), Toskana; † 18. February 1564 in Rom


Vincent Willem van Gogh - 30. March 1853 in Groot-Zundert (today: Zundert) near Breda, Niederlande; † 29. Juli 1890 in Auvers-sur-Oise, France


Pablo Ruiz Picasso - 25. Oktober 1881 in Málaga; † 8. April 1973 in Mougins, France


Can we make our flesh - supple, amenable, sequacious, squeezable ?
MAYBE NOT ALL OF US !

Sunday, March 18, 2007

Do we aim for anything right???

Basis of the human life is mostly asking questions. Man perhaps lived once upon a time, but evolution however took him up to the perfection of existence, supremacy over all living creatures of this small planet we inhabit and thereby initiated the circle of one purpose only, the purpose of its own destruction in order to start living again in some other form and not asking yourself so many question.

Indeed, there are people who are only living, whose questions, if asked, are basically consisted of larger percent of reply itself and the message within the question, far less they question something that nobody will ever conceive without meaningless ???????? reply makes the person asking even more miserable than he or she already is. Romanticized, poetic perception of those people are gypsies, nomads and Don Quixote in a way, even though the real freedom of living without asking, constant searching and enjoying the same belongs exclusively to artists. We have the freedom to have the answers we offer be spitted and absolutely denied without ever stop offering those answered, for still, sooner or later people come who understand the offered and become satisfied with the illusion we use in order to explain constant questions.

It is said that the largest mysteries we will never perceive are soul, god and love and I will hereby offer one solution that you can erase from your memory the moment you read it, solution that you can belittle, agree with or totally reject it and repulsively ask your self why have you read this. However if you have reached this point, than I guarantee you that this sentence is your last chance to stop reading for the following few lines may open your eyes wider than you have ever imagined or may close them forever, redirect them, but you will not whatsoever stop reading this until you reach the last full stop and my name behind it!

Soul, god and love are so called mysteries tried to be found out and perceived for as long as there is need for perception, understanding and asking questions. Many books were written, many kilometers and generations of forests and virgin forests had to kneel down before human need to explain, understand, explore, question and spread what was found out, but the answers, i.e. perception of these so called mysteries can be written on the palm of a hand. First thing is first, people are afraid of all unknown, and very few people are afraid of love, own soul or god, even though god is all-mighty, love is universal and soul is a piece of god and of love. God is all we aspire to, what we saw shall crop up, as learned through centuries, if towards evil we aim, evil shall find us, because, ultimately, we all exist and ask the same and want to be happy forever, and the happiest we are when give and receive love, therefore, love is also something we aim for, we pursue for, something that will fill us with joy and calm our soul which is pursuing, rebelling and only wants to be what it is, not what others expect it to be, or said differently, as soul is what makes us who we are, we are the soul and we are the happiest when we do not pretend, therefore, soul is also something we aim for, because when we become who we are, we become happy, we find god, we grant and accept love except asking ourselves million questions a day, it is quite enough to be who we are, to accept what is offered to us and to live, as sometimes you do not need to destroy everything to start all over again. We artists know this the best!!!

* every day thousand kilometers forest has to die to give to the humans something they can read on the toilet, they change nothing, the information they get change nothing, millions of any valuation get printed to pay the information that will reach our warm homes and every morning when we sit on the toilets we kill few centimeters of a forest that once we will need much more than the newspapers and catalogues we read, the toilet paper we use, money we pay and money we get to buy more toilet paper and to read more CNN/BBC culture (see the world with our eyes – manipulation and big brother on every printed site)!

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Join me in death

Today is the third day after my birthday and actually it is a normal day. But (also) actually it don t exist a normal day in the land with the tightest pooled of assholes in the whole world or I can say in the parts of the world I know!!!

I really like the word “actually” and actually should today beee (with 3 “e”) a good day. Not because I slept very good, also not because I had a very nice dream and even not because I have recurrent very good sex and not because it is the third day after my birthday or because it is sunny and the weather is beautiful – today it should be just a good day but statically every fourth day here is a bad day, and not because the appointments I have made last week are forgotten, also not because the scholarship I should receive is again few days/weeks/months late and also not because there is nobody I could speak toooooo – it is just a bad day!

In a manner of speaking YES I have like everyone else bad days, but this time it seems to be different. It feels like blues and the painting I have made is the blues “Join me in death” – in the land of assholes, but the people are not bad, they are just different and my friends, the friends I have gather on my journey to “JAH” are gone and almost far away and there is nobody I could speak to! I speak trough my art-works but is anyone listening???

Sunday, March 04, 2007

Can we - asking in progress?

Can we do the right thing? Can we choose between what is good and what is bad? Or do we actually choose what we like and not what really matters? Do we feel what we want? Do we want what we feel? And are we happy when we choose? And do we think we did the right thing? Can we live without lying? And can we spend our life without lying ourselves? Can we stop thinking how it would be when it would be? Can we accept the fact that we really don’t know? And can we accept the fact that not everyone is good? And if we accept that fact than can we live with it without asking ourselves where we belong?

Can an Artist imitate the life? Or do he only what the life wants, because he is a part of it, if he is? Can an artist create life with his works? Is art life? Is an artist a human being like you and me? Are we all the same? And if yes can we life like this? And if not can we life with the fact that some of us are better? And if there is better or worse, than who can decide what is better? And how we know that he is right?

Can you live without asking yourself billions of things and do you think that you can live without?

*the painting (pastel) Marie and words - made few days ago!

Thursday, March 01, 2007

The life was his art

Underlying should the art be something positive. Something going under the brain, between the skin and the whole world around us, it should feels good! It should be the firs kiss, the dream of a summer night and it should drive you crazy! There are people outside that you can shock easily, others never, but the life will always find the way to shock and to make the people happy. So when we (the artist) imitate the life than we have the choice – Are we the part of life that just try to scare, shock and make people sad, feels bad and try to forget and never feel this way or are we more the unforgotten artist try to show to the world the life can be so fine, that every morning we can be what we ever want to be, because actually we mostly already are…We can explain like Buddha did, that everything happens because it is the way to reach something much more positive…

This art-work is a Picasso-lady looking on the 21st century and being ARIVVA and happy to see the artist of the 21st century, the Artist King, McDreamy and the one who will never give up the art, because the art will never give up him! You have to fight for what you want and not against!

!Positive via "GOIN` UP" and join the skycaptain!